| tell me loneliness is fleeting.
i'm so bored i might just get a tattoo now to add some excitement into my life. |
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| my life is so sad 
i shall drown my sorrows in the korean show. i think i'm gonna be like that in 15 years too
sighhhh, i wish i didn't just do that.
i think ignorance is bliss.
btw i'm off till the 20th! and i'm leaving for Japan tmr. guess i won't be missing you, Singapore! i am so sick of you.
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| i wish there were never ending episodes of gossip girl. i love seeing nate and serena together :) as well as blair and chuck of course. so nice  sigh...
work today was so boring, as usual. did the dukw today, but i switched with alex for the last trip cause the guests were all from china. i can't imagine having to conduct a tour in chinese. the tourists would be soooo confused. haha. every single day has been so boring. but i guess not working would be boring too. everything is so fucking boring. Jan says she thinks i'm not ready to study abroad and i'll be home sick. but maybe i won't right? i think i'll like it away.
gonna watch 90210 now.
byeee |
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| wowwww it has been almost 9 months since i posted an entry. not like anyone is gonna read this. but i shall just reflect, for now. sooo, i just went for confession. i was soo reluctant to go but i knew my mum would nag like hell / be really disappointed if i hadn't so i went. before, while i was lining up for my turn, i saw a girl, who had just finished her confession, tearing! then i thought "wtf, why is she crying". buttt when it was my turn, ohohoh wait. i was so reluctant to go cause i think my last time was in sec3/4? and the priest was so scary!! probably cause i wasn't serious about it. i can't really remember but after that time i never wanted to go for confession again! but today was okay. so coming back, when it was my turn, i tried to be as serious as possible haha. and as i said my sins, i don't know why but i felt like crying. i had to hold it back so much! i probably only confessed 10% of my sins. if i had gone on, it would probably have taken an hour or longer and i would have probably started crying. sigh. i seriously felt like crying cause i've been such a bad girl ;(. i've sinned so much. sometimes i wish i was more holy and closer to god. so after confession, it really felt as if i've been forgiven. but only 10% since i only confessed 10%. ok maybe forgiven 20% haha. whatever it is, the feeling was nice.
on a different note. i have to work 8 days in a rowwwww starting from tmr, so i'll actually be working 9days straight!! time, please pass fasterrrr. but work today was okay, quite fun. i loved driving the cleaning machine thing! hahaha. the cleaner was so nice to let me have a go on it ;).
rocket just made a weeping sound. is he having a nightmare? he seems sound asleep. soooo my off day yesterday was good. i managed to do everything i planned to do. collect cert, buy tickets, little shopping, threading, haircut, dinner. nice:) i bought tory burch jelly shoesssss. i  them. they're good shoes to wear in this fucking fucked up weather. it is way too humid.
my hairrrrr is.so.fucking.wavy.and.frizzy. whyyyyyy, it shouldn't be like this! i just had it cut! and my face is so fat. and my complexion is sooo bad. i'm so ugly. :( i'm a fucking fat ugly ball. i should just box up myself.
i'm so tired now, but i just ate not long ago! sigh i had durian cake (wtf) and potato chips (wtffff sarah). you are going to gain weight. quick do something about it. or else. you will be sad.
sigh, signing off
Sarah |
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